Saturday, September 20, 2008

Welcome to Prayers of Faith!

It's raining, and I can see the water splashing off the deck railing in front of the house. The ground hasn't seen moisture like this for some time, so most of the rain quickly disappears, yet there are still some spots where puddles are formed in the low areas of the dirt driveway. The birds seem to enjoy the showers, and sit motionless on the telephone wires. I'm content to just sit in silence as I contemplate this new ministry.



Actually, I've been sending out Prayers of Faith messages for over a year, so it's not really a new ministry. Maybe it's just a new facet of what I want to share - driven by the opportunities that technology offers, and hopefully by the prompting of the Holy Spirit.



A lot has been troubling my mind this week. It' s not just what is happening in the world that troubles me - it's what has been happening in my heart. I believe that the Holy Spirit has been challenging me to do something more than just sending out inspirational thoughts and prayer requests - those only take a little of my time and energy. But what have I been giving of myself? I am reminded of the story of the woman with the two mites (you can find it in Luke 21:1-4), who gave more because she put in all while the others gave of their excess. It wasn't just the fact that she gave all her financial resources, but rather that she gave all of herself!



That's what has been troubling me. I am convinced that God does not want me to say, "that's enough." Because when I look at what He did for me, it is never going to be "enough." I can't "pay" for what I am getting (salvation), and I will never be able to do enough to deserve it. Thank God He doesn't expect me to pay - He's already paid the price. He freely offers me salvation, and I have whole-heartedly accepted it. It's because I have accepted it that I am troubled.



Let me put it this way: When Christmas comes around I want to give my wife something that will make her eyes light up and exclaim, "That's just what I wanted - how did you know?!" I'm not trying to buy her love - it's because of her love for me and my love for her that I would spend hours trying to find just the right thing. I want to give her something special because of the relationship we have.



It's the same way with God. He has done so much for me and my family - put us in situations that could have destroyed us (a risk that He was willing to take), but, like the refiner's fire, only drew us closer into His arms. It takes an amazing God to be willing to risk that - the same God who risked His life on a cross so that I could have salvation. That is love - more love than I could ever imagine! And all the power of that love is directed towards me!



I now can understand what Paul was saying in 2 Corinthians 5:14, "For the love of Christ constrains us...." It's that same love that is compelling me, driving me, empowering me to step out and do more. It's knowing and experiencing that love that motivates me to step out of my comfort zone and into the unknown.



The world is not unlike the ground outside of my house. It's dry, and it's been a while since it has felt a rain of God's love. But the rain is starting to fall. And if there is any way that I can be a simple cup to hold that rain and offer it to a thirsty soul, then that is my life-long mission. And if there is anything that I can say that will direct a soul to Christ, then anything that I have experienced, any pain and heartache that I have suffered, will be more than worth it all.



Is God calling you to do the same?



God bless you abundantly!

3 comments:

Made.by.Fay said...

God bless you! I believe the Holy Spirit is guiding you to help make His love available to those who are seaking it. As Longfellow said, "Give what you have: to someone it may be better than you dare to think."

Anonymous said...

I think the blog is a great idea. I have personally been blessed by the e-mails, and know this will bring blessing, too. I can relate to your longing to "do more". We recently moved to an area we had no thought of ever living.

I did the same searching...asking the Lord what he wanted from and for me there. We are enjoying the new location very much and have been greatly blessed. He is slowly revealing His will for me personally. We'll pray for each other.
Sue

Anonymous said...

I too have been blessed by your e-mails and already your blog site. May God continually guide in your efforts to serve more.

My desire is to do more in my little circle as well. God has so blessed in my life.